soooo, this has been quite a week. my boss finally returned from vacation, which basically means i can no longer sit in the back of the office coloring sesame street coloring pages while making late payment phone calls. tragedy? most definitely. and yesterday i got a call from a guy that i had gone to dinner and a movie with at the end of the semester. i hadnt heard from him since that night, hence the super random. and its just something i really dont feel like dealing with at the moment, so i didnt answer. what's odd is that ive spent so much of my time looking for a relationship, yet as soon as guys start to talk to me i choke. i dont know whether its just my general nervousness around guys, or a fear of rejection, but im just horrible with this whole thing. the thought of telling a guy i like him or asking one out generally sends me into hysterics comparable to what i would imagine an arachnophobe would experience in the face of that huge spider in harry potter. i still feel that at some point though, everything will click, i wont have to try so hard, and i wont question everything that is happening, ill just know its right.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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